Yeah. It is Ramadan

To all Muslims, happy ramadan ! 

Ni bila dah nak buka, Happy Iftar ! Hee :D

akmal amin, this is for you :)

let's travel together around the world :) 

missing you is my hobby,

caring you is my job, 

make you happy is my duty 

and loving you is my life. :)

kata kata inspirational for this new semester :D

i love to read quote because sometimes it gives me strength, motivation and for most inspire me to do the best in my life. :) i hope so. 

yes, i am. :) thankyou but sometime yeahh i forget it. -.-

yeahh i'll remember this always :D 

YOU ARE AWESOME. remember that! :) 

2nd semester 1st year

20 may 2013 , bermula la 2nd semester 1st year aku. fuhhhhh. ada lagi 6 semester untuk aku tempuh in order to be a chemical engineer. in sha Allah. Ameen. aku cakap terus terang la first sem dulu aku mcm separuh mati kot nak hadap apa yang aku belajar. it is not easy like i thought. hurmm :( dlm separuh mati tu, ada jugak yg aku main2. that's why la pointer aku jatuh sem lepas. sedih much :'( tp overall alhamdulillah.

okay la taknak ingat pasal result sem lepas. teruk bak hang. sejak masuk utp memang pointer aku terumbang ambing. haa haaa kan dh start cerita pasal result. eee taknak taknak. lupakan dah. hurmmm. actly, nak cerita pasal permulaan 2nd sem nihh. 

2nd sem ni aku amik subject ..... tadaaaa ! 

-fluid flow transport and process. 

-principal of chemical engineering

-organic chemistry

-vector calculus

-islamic studies

-drama. 

haaa haaaa nampak tak kepayahan subject yg aku amik sem ni berdasarkan nama subject itu sendiri. hurmmm. okay okay aku terima cabaran ini untuk jadi engineer. fuhhh again. percaya pada diri yang anda lakukan yang terbaik. *cakap depan cermin* good luck mental, physical ! hahahaha

satu lagi cabaran yang aku dapat dalam sem ni. hurmm. almost my lecturer are foreigner. weiiiii serious susah nak faham slang dorang. ada subject yg smpai dua lecturer. jgn tanya aku kenapa sebab aku pun tidak tahu. :3 haha. ni haaa lecturer saya. Fluid flow - Dr Gulam Murshid aka Dr GM (glamor gitu nama gelaran dia. hahahaha). lg sorang lecturer fluid flow - Dr Suriati (perempuan melayu. dia okay la. cuma agak semput dgr dia bg lecture. *sediakan pam dkt tepi*). principal of chem eng - Dr Saibal Gangudy. dia ni foreigner dari mana ntah. mcm india kot. eh dia pernah ajar dekat india. not sure if he's from india or not :3. (dia ni bak kata mon, rambutnya suci :O hahahaa) . Organic chem - Dr Oh Pei Ching. aku suka dia ni ajar :) sangat best and senang faham. aku boleh nampak la yg dia ni memang nak tolong student faham. every time lepas dia  ajar satu topik , dia akan tanya "understand. if not, tell me haa" . lagi satu! aku suka tgk rambut dia. panjang and lurus. awhhh cantik. huhu. Islamic studies - Dr Donald Malik . haaa dari nama dia korang dah tau kan dia foreigner :3 dia dari US. haaa dia ni cakap fuhhh laju. hahaha.and apa dia ajar aku tak faham :'( sama mcm dr saibal tuh. tp ustaz ni kan bibir dia nipis bak anggg. bila masuk kelas, mesti muka merah. al maklumlah omputeh kann. hahaha. Vector calculus - ???? hahaha aku taktau laa siapa lecturer aku. first week ni dia tak masuk kelas langsung. penat ja masuk kelas tunggu dia mai datang. so no comment about him/her. Drama.- ??? pun aku taktau.sebab kelas drama ni start on third week. now tgh first week ,nak masuk 2nd week. (jgn ketawakan aku masuk drama. no choice. terpaksa ) okay kawan kawan. ini comment sy tentang lecturer sy based on first week. hahahaha. kira mcm first impression laa. uuuu. hahaha. -,-

sampai sini je kot aku update pasal 2nd sem ni. ada cerita menarik aku kongsi lagi ea. menarik ke cerita ni ? *garu kepala* entah laa. hahaha. takpelaa. cukup laa sampai kt sini. lain kali kita sambung bergosip dan bercerita. huhu. tataaa.

perfect chemistry :)

When I'm with you, I'm bout to explode
Cause the way I feel is more than my heart can hold
I smile, and giggle round you, without even knowing
I try to hide it but, my love keeps showing

And I'm trying not to fall, but I have no choice
I'm falling in love
Yes, I'm trying not to fall, but it's just too late
I'm falling in love

Cause you complete my heart, we're a perfect harmony
And you, are my blanket of security
And you, are the music to my melody
And we, yes you + me, create the perfect, the perfect, chemistry

With you, things are different than before
You make me feel unlike any other
Your eyes, do more than hypnotize me
They make me feel of your sincerity

And I'm trying not to fall, but I have no choice
I'm falling in love
Yes, I'm trying not to fall, but it's just too late
I'm falling in love

Cause you complete my heart, we're a perfect harmony
And you, are my blanket of security
And you, are the music to my melody
And we, yes you + me, create the perfect, the perfect, chemistry

& I have, wanted just one guy, to show me that they
aren't all the same
& you are, that one guy for me, I wanna feel this way forever,
for eternity
& you have showed me love is true and no one understa-ands, me better than you do

Cause you complete my heart, we're a perfect harmony
And you, are my blanket of security
And you, are the music to my melody
And yes, me + you create the perfect, the perfect
Cause you complete my heart, we're a perfect harmony
And you, are my blanket of security
And you, are the music to my melody
And we, yes you + me, create the perfect, the perfect, chemistry

p/s : i love this song :D the lyrics is just awwwhhh :)))

dari petang tadi aku nak update blog nihhh. eh silap dari hari tu lagi sebenarnya. =.= tapi asyik terbantut je niatnya . ni aku dah semangat bukak new post. sebelum tu main fb dulu al maklum la twitter sudah deactivate buat sementara. tgh duk scroll news feed ni. tak alih2 muncul beberapa org nama dan aku pun tekan lah profilenya. tgk punya tgk sekali ada gambar si dia. -,- aku pun gi tgk profile kawan dia sebenarnya. kawan maktab dia dulu. haaa sekali tappppppp. terus teringat dia dan terasa rindu yg teramat sgt. hahaha. *hiperbola* berbulan aku tak jumpa. hanya berbbm sahaja. aiyoo. haaaa then teringat dan teringat dan teringat. terus aku dah tak ingat apa yg aku nak post sebenarnya tadi. haiyooo. membebel punya bebel, panjang gak aku type -,- hahaha okay laaa nanti aku sambung update cerita terbaru yek. -,- byeeeee. 

LIFE

yeahhhh tiba tiba petang petang macamni mendapat semangat dari quote quote yg aku jumpa. anis is happy now. woot woot spirit dah datang. yeahhhh. tapi kannn aku rasa nafsu makan aku dah hilang. -,- dah dua hari aku makan. fuhhhh. okayy lupakan itu. mari kita menaikkan semangat. yeahhh don't give up on life babe!

this is what i love the most :) 

apa kena mengena yg ni dgn life ? huhhh can't get it. haha. let it go :D 

last but not least ! 

hope you all ada semangat after read this :) remember anything happened, just be strong okayyy. :D 

March !

haaa long time haa no new update. haha. very long time. haha. sejak masuk degree nihhh, i'm very super duper busy. perghhh perasan busy girl gilerr. haha. tapi biasa laa kan. everywhere everytime assignment quiz assignment test. and bla bla bla. huhhhh *flip tudung*

okayyyy back to our main topic. yeahhhhh. heee. see now i'm a happy kid. :D haha. well, now it's march. march babyyy march. HAHA *dah kenapa kau anis --" * do youuu know why i'm so excited ? haha yeahhh i told ya that i'm happy now. haha. because it is our month ! weee :D 

why i said our month ? it is because both of us born in the same month. hihi. the date also are veryy veryy closeeee. :D mungkin ada yg dah tau. tapi takpe nak btau jugak. hahah. (mengadanyaaa kau anis -.-)

okayyy start with me. i was born on 11 march 1994. and now it is 2013. that's mean i already 19 years old girl ! :O whoaaaa. i'm a big girl now. haha. so be matured anis ! :) heee. happy belated birthday to me ! hee. 

next is 12 march 2013 ! guess what? haha. yeahhhh actually it was our 7th monthvassary. yeahhh we already be together for 7 month. so fast mehhh. serius tak sangka dah 7 bulan. heee. alhamdulillah we managed to keep this relationship. i hope we will always be together. let's distance tests us. but as long as u stay, i will do so. :) thanks akmal amin ! :*

okayyy now akmal's turn ! haha. he was born on 13 march 1994. yeahh. very close to me right ? haha. but akmal selalu ckp dia lagi muda -,- okayyy akmal okayyy. hey baby ! happy belated birthday yaa ! anyway, your birthday's date this year is soooo nice :D 130313 ! haha. 

okayyy now u know right why i said that march is our month. this is because of this 3 dates :D 11,12,13 march. every year we gonna celebrate it :D but pity us. this year we can't celebrate it together. me in perak and you in miri. huhhh how far is it. ahhhh nevermind. heee. next next next year okay :) heee. xoxo

ask fm

tibe tibe hati terdetik ingin update satu post. hmmm. kenapa dan mengapa ? entahlaa. tapi hati aku tertanya tanya siapakah yang tanya aku dekat ask fm tu. hmmm. 

bila dia tegur, ckp lama tak contact, aku sudah tertanya siapakah gerangan orang itu ? then suddenly, dia ckp dia ada baca blog aku ni. hmm. itu yg membuatkan aku terdetik untuk update kali ni. 

aku tak tipu. kata kata dia sedikit sebanyak memberi aku kata kata semangat yang aku kata hilang sebelum ni. tapi ada satu perkara yang membuatkan aku tersentap dan terdiam. :'( bila aku sebut mengenai friend. then dia ada ckp that title of friend sudah lama terkubur. serious aku terkedu dan terdiam. apa yang telah aku buat sampai dia berkata begitu ? hmmmm. 

kepada si gerangan itu : 

anis tau, awak baca mungkin akan baca post ini. anis nak cakap terima kasih atas kata kata yang awak bagi. in sha Allah anis akan teruskan hidup dgn kuat dan tabah. hmmm. tapi ..... kenapa awak ckp kita hanya sekadar kenal ? kenapa title friend sudah terkubur ? apa salah anis ? anis minta maaf sangat sangat atas kesalahan anis, tingkah laku anis dan percakapan anis yg mana mengguris hati awak. anis sedih sangat sangat bila awak cakap macam tu ? why not kita hidupkan kembali title friend itu ? awak ada cakap, kita pernah jumpa. dan mungkin boleh kita jumpa lagi ? hmm anis taknak mcm ni. sebaiknya, kalau awak rasa ask fm terlalu public untuk awak beritahu siapa awak. awak boleh im anis dekat fb. anis nak tahu sangat siapa awak. anis harap awak dpt beritahu. anis sedih sangat bila dpt tahu. pleaseeee. :( 

be strong

all those word that keep remind to just be strong.